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H ello! My first pretty tough and maybe interesting topic is going to be about something that is pretty common nowadays. Not in a good way though.  Eating disorder. Not everyone knows what it actually is, why people have it or why it exists. This is my story as someone who has been through it. I myself got diagnosed with an eating disorder in 2017 and I still do not know which one I have not that I care or want to know. It was not a shock but it felt wrong. I did not feel sick enough and still do not. I just think I have a problem with eating but to be honest that is what nearly everyone with an eating disorder think or say.  This picture was taken before I started losing weight We have tried to find out why I developed it but we have not been able to find out the reason behind it yet which is frustrating. It probably started years ago, not showing much at first. It started with me not liking my muscles which is funny because muscles are needed and we need them to do daily thi

 Hello and welcome to my blog! You might be wondering who I am, how old I am, where I am from et cetera. Well let me tell you a little about myself. Ps. I won't tell everything now because as the time goes on you are going to find out many things about me. I am going to be boring now and tell you the basics because to be honest there is not many interesting things to tell so here we go. I was born in 2001 meaning I am 16 years old right now. I love food but had problems with it for a while, not going into details now though. I used to have many hobbies which of course was fun at first but soon it became boring so I quit a few of them. Nowadays I have dance as my hobby. Music has always played an important role in my life and I was in choirs and other type of music groups. I think it is safe to say which country I am from but not the town so Finland it is! Pretty cool huh? Just kidding Finland is just as cool as other countries! I would like to travel the world but I have no job or